We Are Loved

 

As part of the Medical Intuitive class I’m taking, once a week we partner with another student and we practice reading each other’s energy.  Eventually each of us will have our own Intuitive practice where we give readings as a profession.  I am amazed at how the information comes and at how accurate it is.  My partners don’t know me and I don’t know them.  Yes we attend a conference call class once a week, but they don’t know the details of my life.  I have gotten profound readings with precise accuracy from my classmates and I have given them the same.

I wanted to share some information I received during one of the readings I was giving because it had a significant impact on me.  As I was reading into what was blocking my partner’s connection to Source or God Energy, I saw her mother there.  My partner did not feel loved or cared for and didn’t get the kind of attention she longed for at a young age.  This had carried with her into teenage years and was still there now as I was reading her energy at that moment.  I sympathized because I did not have a close or functional relationship with my own mom.  I’ve personally done a lot of healing in my life with that.  I love my mom very much and through Buddhism learned compassion and that everything in our past makes us who we are today in the present.  Living with our thoughts focused on suffering from the past or worrying about the future is futile.  All we truly have is this very moment of existence.  Although I made peace with my mom in many ways, different experiences have a way of peeling layers off like an onion only to reveal more that needs to heal.

As my partner was then energetically aligned with Source or God Energy, I was able to see what she needed to heal from this.  I was emotionally overwhelmed with a knowing that we are innately cared for and attended to by this energy which we share with Source, our guides, our angels.  Every breath we take down to every cell dividing in our bodies.  Every part of our existence matters and is cared for.  It may not have been by a certain person in your life and that’s ok.  It doesn’t have to be because it already is.

Love and Light.

Namaste

Awakening Your Soul to be Indigo-Wise

This week in my Medical Intuitive class, our teacher channeled Soul Council which is made up of the Archangels.  As they came into our energy they brought in Indigo Light.  As Robin lead us through a guided meditation while channeling the Soul Council I felt a sense of calm and support.  I felt a sense of warmth and unconditional love.  I felt them surround me with the Indigo Light as they told me I was loved and all my hearts desires were important.  They assured me that my heart’s desires would be taken care of and I felt a sense of relief that I didn’t need to worry about them anymore.  I was embraced by feelings of hope, trust, love and the divine.  Being Indigo-wise is knowing that you are whole, you are love and you are supported in all that you do from your heart.

I’ve been working with the Archangels a lot lately.  I ask them to watch over my children while I’m not with them.  I ask them for signs with a certain direction I’ve been taking in my life to know I’m on the right path.  They offer so much guidance and healing.  The Archangels are here just for us as a direct communication to God or Source.  Ask to feel the Indigo light, ask them to surround you and thank them in return.

 

Loving Myself Through My Sugar Cravings

As my Medical Intuitive class wrapped up our work with the chakras through healing and reading them energetically, we now move into our relationships with our Self and others.  We each made a list of ways that we are loving ourselves and ways that we are not.  Getting comfortable and honest with my unloving ways ways made me a little uneasy in a good way.  Mine included drinking coffee (it is too acidic for my body and my adrenals need some love), alcohol and consuming sugar, saying yes when I want to say no, shopping too much and issues with my partner which is another story in itself.  Our class got in a debate on weather consuming foods that aren’t healthy for us is actually an unloving act if we are doing it from a place of gratitude.  For an example, enjoying a piece of cake for a friend’s birthday.  Our teacher, Robin, asked the most obvious question which helped us realize the correct answer:  If you are eating ice cream from a place of gratitude, does that change what it physically does to your body?  The answer is NO.  If we are really loving ourselves, would we treating our body in an unloving way?  Why would we want to treat our bodies/ ourselves badly?  What are we punishing ourselves for and how can we change this behavior with loving-kindness?  My loving acts to myself included eating greens, vitamins, protein, taking naps, meditating, working on my music, working on my creative business, spending time with my kids, surfing, learning, yoga, traveling, spending time with friends and taking my Medical Intuitive class.  It felt good to see all these wonderful gifts to myself.

As I read each item from my lists aloud, Robin asked about the sugar.  She could tell that was my main vice from my unloving side.  She asked if I could totally cut out the sugar and when I felt the need to eat it, I was to really FEEL THE PAIN.  She asked me to feel the pain, so that it could pass and transform into love.  That surprised me.  The pain?  Had I been replacing pain with sugar?  I agreed and was surprised about what I discovered the following week.

It’s not like I eat sugar for every meal.  But, after I do eat, I am constantly searching out that sweet treat to satisfy my craving.  I found that a lot of my get-togethers with friends and places I chose to visit were centered around that sugary fix weather it be a delicious mint mojito mocha from my favorite coffee shop, going out for drinks, movies with candy or a couple heaping spoonfuls of ice cream in the evening after the kids had gone to bed.  I  was excited to stick to my commitment of no sugar.  There were moments when I felt the desperation for just a handful of a sugary treat just like a legit addict.  One time in particular, I was leaving work, which is not my favorite environment.  It actually bums me out every time I’m there because I would love to be doing something more authentic.  Although, the job has been perfect for this transitional phase of my life.  I am now absolutely ready to move on, however don’t have a financially stable step to take next.  As I was leaving after my shift; there it was, that strong craving for something sweet.  It was relentless.  As I embraced the desire, it turned to emptiness.  I realized beneath the cravings were feelings of sadness in regards to the job I have.  All that was left was me.  Emptiness.  It slowly became comfortable and filled with love.  The craving passed as it did every time.

Later in the week, I snuck away for a restorative yoga class at my gym.  As we laid on our mats with a bolster under our spine, tears welled up into my eyes.  I had not been caring for my Self.  It felt so good to completely love my Self for an hour of yoga.  Having a void where the sugar had been had forced me to be alone with my Self.  I was craving self care, acceptance and acknowledging what my Soul really wants.  Acknowledging is the first step to SELF LOVE.

You can try this for yourself.  Make two lists.  Your first list includes the ways that you are not loving to yourself.  The second includes the ways you are loving to yourself.  Which unloving things can you eliminate and ask yourself why you are doing them.  When they are removed, what is there?  Acknowledge and fill with SELF LOVE.

A Reading for My Throat Chakra

Photo source: (Unsplash) Julia Caeser

 

An intuitive reading of my throat chakra from my partner in my Medical Intuitive Class

 at Sage School of Light:

(All images are seen in the mind’s eye or seen energetically from the third eye.  Keep in mind, my partner does not know my personal life or childhood issues.)

Reading the throat chakra, I see a circular object with infrared rays around it. like waves going into the throat…a lot of children and a boy.  Your boy.  Your relationship is very communicative, joy, you are very close.  He is wanting a lot of your attention.  You get each other on a spirit level.  I see you feel the safest with your kids, letting them see who you are.

Now I see a very tranquil setting, deer, a cute Bambi near a lake.  It feels like a lot of your thoughts are tranquil, solitude, kept to yourself, personal.

I see a chamber from you to God, increased connection, putting a lot of energy into first going to God and your first means of connection.

I see most of your time expressing yourself.  “Freedom of Expression” coming in for you.  Expressing your truth hasn’t been easy for you.  I see a little blue spot of truth coming from a little canal.  Your work is learning how to express yourself and feeling safe doing it.  Right when it’s about to do it, there’s a little constriction and shrinkage.  But, I see your truth in there.  It’s a beautiful green.  I see you doing this through writing.  Writing with a vengeance without monitoring it or editing it.  I see this beautiful blue bottle.  Like it’s literally bottled up.  It’s all that’s inside you.  There’s so much that wants to be expressed.   I see you writing dreams, fears, apprehensions, losses, grievances, anger.

The first step is to write, to gain better clarity of who you are and how to portray yourself and to express yourself…like, “How would I like to see myself?”  This will be like a guided imagery.

I see greener pastures, opportunities for you to show who you are and feel safer.  A good freedom to write.  I see  wings around your throat now which symbolize freedom.

I see you when you were five years old.  You were very creative and your voice wasn’t listened to or cared for.  Maybe you could have an inner dialogue with this little girl and listen to all she has to say.

I hear laughter and singing.  Both good for that chakra.

 

Healing With an Elemental

                                                                                                                                                                                   photo: Roger Burkhard (unsplash.com)

I’m learning so much in my Medical Intuitive class.  This week our “fun work” was to meditate and work with an elemental sprite named Nimble.  I had never heard of elementals or sprites, so this was all new to me.  I’m also keeping an open mind and remembering to “trust”.  In the metaphysic world, elementals are nature spirits.  Nature spirits are made of the four elements of earth, water, fire and air: gnomes, sprites, devas and fairies are among a few of them.  Elementals are connected to mother earth and work with her directly.  From my experience this week, they are powerful healers.

Our teacher, Robin, introduced us to a sprite in class named Nimble.  As I asked her to show herself to me, I saw a small bright white light in my mind’s eye.  She resembled a sparkly white fairy and moved like a humming bird.  I couldn’t help but feel immediately uplifted when I felt her energy.  I asked her which element she worked with and I clearly got water.  Each day this week, as a class, we meditated and connected with Nimble.   My experience with her was healing and beautiful each time.  As I first connected with her, I felt a cleansing with water.  I felt myself energetically dive into water head first, feeling it cleanse my energy all the way past my toes.  I also felt her use oxygen for healing.  It felt like she was blowing energized oxygen into my aura from my crown chakra.  She showed me images from the day where I was out in nature and reminded me how good it felt.  She explained that when we are in nature, we are directly connected to Source (or God) and Mother Earth.  Nimble also left me with a sense that she closely communicates with animals.  Lastly, she gave me another sort of healing which cleansed my energy and left me feeling balanced.  This was a scan from head to toe with energy that Nimble flowed through her.  I also saw her doing this to trees and animals, so she heals those as well.

I thanked Nimble for the healings and for sharing her massages with me.  I look forward to working with her again soon.

Love and  Light,

Chelsea

My Master Guide: Yen

Continuing with my “fun-work” for my Medical Intuitive class, this week our teacher asked us to connect with our life long spirit guide and to blog about it.  I will write another blog with some helpful tips on how you can do this if you don’t know how and would like to try for yourself.  But, for now, here is how I met my Master Guide and what he shared with me this week.

I first became aware of my Master Guide during a reading with Ms. Lee.  For my 35th birthday, I wanted to see a psychic.  Growing up with a strict Christian upbringing, I was taught that was evil.  I knew in my heart that was not right and I wanted to see for myself.  I was so nervous and excited!  During my reading, it was clear she was communicating with someone or something unseen.  Keep in mind, I have had almost a decade of experience working with people who have mental illness, so I can tell you she was not hallucinating or psychotic.  After my reading, I asked her who she was communicating with.  I expecting it to be my deceased Grandfather because she knew such specific things about me.  However, she gently told me it was my spirit guide.  She said he was a man who appeared to be in his 40’s and looked like a monk.  She explained a spirit guide is someone who we have known in a past life who contracts with us before this lifetime, to guide us.  At this point, I had studied Buddhism, but was never particularly attracted to the idea of past lives.  But, I kept an open mind because like I said, it was clear she was honestly communicating with someone that knew me to the very core.  This experience sparked my interest and I began reading books and watching past life regressions on Youtube.

A few months later, I was in my Advanced Reiki training, relaxing in our final meditation for the day.  Our teacher, Tony Giuffreda, who was leading the meditation guided us to meet a guide, whomever it may be.  I was greeted by the same guide Ms. Lee described.  I don’t remember exactly what he said to me, but I remember his presence which was very peaceful, calming and loving.  At the end of the meditation, Tony guided us to ask our guide his/her name.  A bunch of names crammed into my brain as if I was searching for one.  I relaxed and decided I would try later on my own when I didn’t feel like it was so forced.  Just then, as the meditation was ending, I heard,”My name is Yen.”  It was clear and profound.  Yen.

Probably over a year later, I found the School of Multidimensional Healing Arts and Sciences through a friend who had turned me onto meetup.com.  I first attended a meditation and channeling class by Frances Pullin.  At the beginning of the class, Frances led us through a beautiful meditation where she invited an energy to meet us.  This could be a guide, an angel, a relative, whatever or whomever needed to comes to us in the meditation.  Yen was the first to come to me in my first class with Frances.  After the mediations, we would write in our journals.  Yen told me we had a significant lifetime as monks in the Himalayans.  I wrote down exactly what he told me, not having any previous knowledge of monks living in the Himalayas.  He always wears a burnt orange colored robe when I meet with him.  Since then, I can meditate and ask him to be with me or sometimes he shows up on his own.

This week, for my “fun-work”, I asked him how long we have known each other and he told me millions, billions of years, since the dawn of time.  I asked him what his expertise was and he replied “spiritual enlightenment.”  I asked what he is helping me with most in this lifetime and he replied, “To guide you on your path you have chosen for this lifetime…one of love and compassion, healing yourself and helping others to heal.”   I also asked him for some current information that would help my life flow.  This was his reply:

“All the answers are within.  When you look within, connecting to your guides and your higher Self, you can find all the answers to life’s questions.  You are not alone.  No one is.  You never have to scramble and search for answers.  All you have to do is slow down and connect with your Self.  Love comes from within.  Joy comes from within.  Contentment comes from within.  Laugh.  Enjoy life.  It is short and before you know it, you are a spirit again…which is beautiful too.”

 

Love and Light,

Chelsea